Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Where in the world is Me-Sandiego?

I'm still alive... and I haven't forgotten about this blog, or the fact that there are loved-ones whom read it from time to time.

I'm just really pushing to meet a deadline at this moment (February 14!) and I have pretty much shut every other system down in order to meet it.

I'll be back very, very shortly with more stories from the Land of the Rising Sun!

Now, I'm back to the very sad duty of finishing up my "Goodbye" note to my third years, I do this every year, but really last years' third years I only knew in passing... this years' third years... well, I've really gotten to know a lot of them and enjoy being with them... I've learned that some of them are real sweet and lovable characters.

I'm really going to miss the little guys...

---Me.

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Saturday, January 19, 2008

Okay, I finally hit THAT point.

I quit.

I am getting nowhere on Japanese, everyone (Including Maia) talks rings around me and I am completely clueless.

I am getting nowhere in Kyudo, every night I go there and have the exact same problems I had the nights before... no wonder I'm not ready to test yet...

Whew!

Okay, now that THAT is out of my system, it's back to the books for me. Everything should be a lot easier now that I'm no longer in my own way.

Why do we make everything so difficult for ourselves? I mean, couldn't I have just skipped this step and gone on to being an excellent Kyudo-ka and fluent in Japanese without having to throw in the towel and get the pep-talk (which, by the way, I've skipped for expediency-sake), and then return to the ring? Man, it's like we are built to live our lives like a bad 80's Karate-kid knock off...

Anyway, I'll be back in Japanese class on Tuesday and back in the dojo on Thursday, don't worry. :)

--Frusterated with language and martial arts.

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Thursday, January 17, 2008

English Kanji

I have talked about Kanji before but for those who either missed it or came in late, Prior to contact with China 1500 or so years ago Japan had no writing system. When China connected with Japan, they gave them Kanji, the Chinese Idiographic writing system (think Egyptian hieroglyphs). A “Letter” in Kanji has a meaning, not a pronunciation. So a single character means “river” or “mountain” or “run” or “walk”. The Japanese adapted these Kanji to their way of life. But instead of simply changing the way the “letters” are read, they added the Chinese readings to the existing Japanese readings. So now most Kanji can be read one of two ways, either the Japanese way, or the Chinese way. For example the Kanji for “Mountain” is read “Yama” (As in Fuji-yama). But the Chinese reading for the same Kanji is read “San” (Which is actually how the Japanese read it “Fuji-san”) When you are talking about going to a mountain, you use “Yama”, when you are talking about a specific mountain (Like Mount Fuji), you use “San”… You just have to learn when to use which reading, this is simply the rule for mountain… other words have different rules.
This would be complicated enough, but as the cultures of Japan consolidated and stopped being small, warring country-states and started being the unified “Japan”, the different dialects of Japanese were consolidated as well, and those readings were added to the Kanji. So, now some Kanji have one Chinese reading and one primary Japanese reading, and sometimes many other Japanese readings… For example the kanji for water is read “Sui” in Chinese, and “Mizu” in Japanese… and “Mi” or “Mina”… and when you use “Sui” and when you use “Mizu” or “Mina” or “Mi” is just something you have to learn.
Luckily, some things have only one reading, the Chinese reading. These things are usually things that Japan didn’t have but China did have prior to contact or things that were discovered in China and brought over later. For example, Electricity has only one reading “Den”. And really the kanji with the most readings are the simple ones. The Kanji that make up “Ministry of Governmental Oversight and Observation” really only have one reading… Technically they might have two, but you don’t need to learn the other one (Unless you want to participate in a “Kanji bee”). “Water”, “mountain”, “ground”, “sun”, “moon”, these are the Kanji that have the most readings.

Now, it may seem this is complicated enough, but the Japanese have to make it even worse; you must write the Kanji in the correct order… you can’t just scribble out the Kanji in any way you feel is cool… no, you must write this section, then all horizontal lines, then all vertical lines (with a few notable exceptions where you must write the vertical lines first…). It’s maddening… and I love it…

Which makes me think I am certifiably mad. I really have taken to Kanji. I love learning them, I love learning Stroke Order (Which lines go first…), I’m really enjoying this…

There is one saving grace, complicated Kanji are often constructed out of simpler Kanji. For example the Kanji for “Bright” is the kanji for sun and moon next to each other. This makes it a little easier to remember the Kanji, by making up little stories I can remember how to write the Kanji; “The Sun and Moon are both very BRIGHT”.

I use this technique on even more complicated kanji: “It takes a WEEK for the samurai to tell his story in the shelter by the roadside” The Kanji for week is composed of “Road”, “Shelter”, “Samurai” and “Mouth/story”. If you speak to that same soldier in the shelter, you can RESEARCH information about the enemy from him in the form of a story, thus “Speak”, “Shelter”, “Samurai” and “Mouth/Story” becomes “Research/look up”

Sometimes I will ask Maia about Kanji in this manner: “Dear, what is “Thread” and “Winter”?” to which she will reply “End or Finish; “Owari”.” I will then make up a story for myself to remember the Kanji: “The thread of the year ENDs in winter”

But this is a very Western way of approaching Kanji… my Japanese compatriots look at me like I am mad when I explain this way of thinking. They learned them as complete units, not like words with “Letters” inside them… they learned them the way I learned to read words as a dyslexic child: like each word is a complete picture… Which may explain why I’m taking to Kanji like a fish to water, it’s natural to me to take a word and “snapshot” it and then understand the meaning.

But I discovered an interesting insight into the Japanese culture, by looking at this in reverse.

Today I was in 2-2 and working with my second years on the grammar point “er” and “est” (Godzilla is strongER than King Kong, Godzilla is the strongEST of all monsters.) And one of my girls is working on a worksheet, and I’m watching her over her shoulder.

The Worksheet shows a picture of China and Japan, the word “large” and has the text China ___ _____ ____ Japan.

So she writes: “China is large than Japan”.

I point at the sentence and I say, “Don’t forget the “r”…”
She says “Oh! Right!” and then she takes out her eraser and erases the entire word.

“China is _____ than Japan.”

Then she promptly writes “larger” in the exact same place.

“China is larger than Japan.”

I’ve seen my teachers do this exact same thing…they will forget the “s” on the end of a noun while writing on the blackboard and then they will erase the entire word and then rewrite it with an “s”.

Because to them “large” is a different “kanji” than “larger”… “cat” is different than “cats”…

Thus, my fellow teachers can’t understand the Samurai in the shelter on the road telling a story for a week… it’s all one unit: “Shuu”… week… not components… a complete unit. And if some of them equate English the same way with each word is a complete unit it could get ugly fast.

This seems to explain why spacing is so foreign to my first years… it shouldn’t be important, technically. Kanji doesn’t have spacing, and only an idiot uses spacing when writing Japanese. Can you imagine what must be going on in the subconscious of my poor First Years’ minds?

ifIwritethingslikethis it should be perfectly clear to everyone, after all, it has six “English Kanji” in it…. and they are pretty clear, aren’t they? Wait, you are telling me that all English-speakers need the Kanji separated? And that the English Kanji changes simply because it is at the beginning of a sentence? Or because it has a plural? So English has three Kanji for every single word?!? Damn… English is HARD! But, hey, look! Some English Kanji only have one Kanji per word… “Jones” for example… wait, no… that has the Kanji “Jones’s” too and “Joneses”? I hate English… It may have many readings, but at least Japanese only has ONE Kanji per word…

…And I just taught my second years that there are yet two more English Kanji when you are comparing things (larger and largest)… I’m amazed they haven’t all revolted and killed us all off…

I think some of my kids equate the alphabet with Hiragana (The Japanese Phonetic characters, primarily used for grammar and to assist in the reading of Kanji), but the problem is that it doesn’t work the same way in both languages… the letter “ka” is always pronounced “ka” in Hiragana… it never changes… the letter “c”, however, might be pronounced “See” or “Kah.” Which, logically would be more like Kanji with its myriad readings… I think were I Japanese, I would make the logic step from Romaji (The Japanese word for English letters) to Kanji rather than Romaji to Hiragana.

Hmm…

They see things exactly the way my dyslexia-stricken brain sees words: Complete units. It’s why I have such problems with Random Capitalization. Some of my… er “English Kanji” in my Brain have just been Learned without their lowercase “kanji”…

The more I learn about the Japanese, the more I learn about me.

-Me.

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Monday, January 07, 2008

The Large Kyudo Meeting (Honest, that's the name)



So I am at practice one night and I say to Sensei: "Sensei, sometime I want to take pictures of you."

"Okay!" he says in reply, "On January 6, I have to do a presentation, please take pictures then."

Cool. I say...

When, where, how long? These things are completely unimportant, this is martial arts, I will go wherever, whenever, for however long...

So, Saturday rolls around and I go to practice.

"Sensei... Um... where am I going tomorrow?"

Sensei starts laughing, "You don't have any idea, do you?" He says.

I nod...

"Okay, You will be with Mr Center (The other newbie... though he's been with the Dojo for about a year and a half longer than I), Just follow him."

"Hey Guy!" Mr Center says, he and I are great friends, actually, and I'm glad to be assigned to him, "Okay, I'll be at your place at 6:50."

"6:50..." I say, feeling the cold leetch into my bones, my last few days of vacation and I'm spending them getting up at 6... "Okay, I'll be there!"

So Sunday morning comes along and I'm up before false dawn... I shower, prep all the cameras (I'm using both the Video and my SLR for this), and I go out to get the ice off of the car.

Now, I should mention, I'm no stranger to ice, but this area has the approximate climate of Houston, and so though I can get ice off of my car easily... it took me some time to get a good ice scraper... because these people believe that there is no ice here...

Anyway while waiting for Mr Center, I look at a little printout that Mr Grave (Another of my favorite people) gave me. It shows Highway 50... a highway I'm simply not familiar with... So I pull out my driving map.

It's in a city I've never been to before... And it's an hour North... well, at least Mr. Center is leading the way...

Mr. Center shows up on time (And apologises for being late... It's a Japanese thing), and we are on our way, Mr. Center in his White plate car (Big engine) leaving my yellow plate (Small Engine) car in the dust. I struggle to keep up with him... and I manage it, barely...

We make it to Far Out There City and we go to the dojo...

It turns out to be the Greater Western State Prefectural Dojo Competiton. And there are kids from schools all over the area there...

I set up my camera, and Sensei goes onto the stage and opens the ceremonies... It turns out he is the ranking master, so he is the head judge. (This means I don't actually get instructions from him...Luckily I guessed correctly and he was happy with my results).

After the opening ceremonies, Sensei does a lovely presentation for all gathered. Kyudo is such a beautiful martial art, full of ceremony and precise actions. Sensei makes it look simple.


After the ceremonies, the first of the High school kids gets to shoot on the target... And suddenly I recognize one of the kids up there...

It's Bow-chan! She is here with her schools' Kyudo team! She is wearing a strange purple headband... which I soon learn means she is a first year (Because she is)... with her is another of my girls from last year... who I even remember her name (An amazing accomplishment since all kids wear nametags... but they are written in Kanji, so I have to work extra hard to remember anyone's name). I say hello to my ex-student, who bows to me (That's why I remembered her, she was very, very polite... and as a third year, that was a rather rare trait). She talks to her pals, her other students (She was also wearing one of those "First year" headbands), explaining that I was her teacher last year, and she goes off...

It should be noted at this time that I really REALLY stand out... I'm the only foreigner... I'm not kidding, I am the sole foreigner here. Of the probably 500 people here, I'm the only one with blue eyes... I am a sensation, everyone wants to know who I am... Sensei makes a point of asking how I am every 10 minutes (I still have that stupid cold, week four for those counting... but Maia brought me NyQuil... It's half gone, but I am much better now. I love my Maia.) and my dojo-mates are all into explaining in detail all about me...

Now I have Bow chan to talk to. She chats only a little, because she is a first year, and that means she is in charge of stringing everyone's bow, wrapping everyone's bow, and taking care of the arrows... and they are snapping at her when she so much as looks out of line... but she did manage to chat with me twice... I was so happy. She talked to me in English... I am a proud teacher.

I took 300 pictures at this meeting, and I noticed the early ones were not so good... I seemed to have "Warmed up" as time went on... literally and figuratively... it was pretty cold that morning.

I am having a real time with focus. I turned off the auto-focus a long time ago because it was bothering me (It had trouble guessing what it was that I was focusing on so it would just bounce all over the place). But I have trouble seeing whether it's clear in my viewfinder... I have a focus light in my camera, but I don't always see it (Because of the angle)... so the early shots are just slightly out of focus...

I haven't really sorted the pictures yet, but I will. When I do, I have some pictures to send to Bow-Chan.

5 months until my Sho-dan test.

---Me.

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